i wish i was a cat.

This picture looks how I feel. I would've liked to curl up and sleep ALL DAY today... and don't get me wrong, I did a little bit of that today since my brass class got canceled. But there's never enough time for being cat-like.

I just feel BLAH today!! And every little thing is making me feel worse! I was so happy to see that class was canceled, but I was still overwhelmed with schoolwork today! I feel so behind, and even tho I know it'll all be fine, still... UGH I'm just ready to be done. I have two papers to write in my near future and a 'youtube' presentation for this Thursday, the latter of which I don't even know what to present about yet! Plus in my online class I have to answer all these questions from these chapters in a book that I don't even own yet b/c I am poor!! Hopefully its traveling on its way here as I write since I ordered it last week. Then I missed our opera DVD-watching session b/c I thought it was Thursday only, not Tuesday AND Thursday... but I feel better a/b it b/c Dr. Kris is super nice. At least tomorrow I will have a lot of time to work on all this STUFF, and hopefully I'll feel better on the inside.

And I still don't know why, but every time I see another stupid status update or newsfeed or whatever the hell a/b one more person GETTING MARRIED or GETTING ENGAGED it just makes me SICK!!! UGH yanno I just don't want to hear a/b it b/c for some strange reason it upsets me. Whateverrrr.

So I've been watching reruns of Top Model off and on again all day and it just makes me want to have a career as a singer even more than I already do. Despite the fact that modeling, esp modeling on this tv show, is nothing like being a singer... just watching ppl pursue their dreams makes me want to pursue mine. I'm finishing this degree b/c we all seem to think that this concept of having a 'backup plan' is a smart move, but ugh my heart is NOT in all this reading a/b music ed advocacy and new teaching methods and blah blah. Maybe one day, idk.

Anyway I guess that's all... I can't really not smile when I see a picture like this...


BYE.

Song song song sing sing sing sing song

Today I am singing for the first time in my voice performance class. I'll be singing "Chi il bel sogno di Doretta" from Puccini's La Rondine, which is an aria I've wanted to sing for forever!!! Its so pretty, and I'm actually excited to sing today and not nervous yet.

And after that I am done for this week!!! I can take a nap! I think I slept all of 1 hour last night. Its ridiculous. I could NOT fall asleep. I think when I know I have to be up for something important the next day, and I know I need to get a good sleep, I find it even harder to fall asleep for that very reason. And that is so frustrating. I mean, I had my Woodwinds mid-term exam today, which I studied for quite a bit last night, and I wanted to get to sleep by 11:30. But I never could fall asleep. So la. C'est la vie, I guess.

Tonight my mom, cousin Christy and I are going to have margaritas, and then we are going to paint some snowmen!!! It will be my 3rd MASTERPIECE, if you will. And luckily, my mom wasn't able to get the flu shots yet, so I won't have to get my shot like we originally had planned.

Tomorrow I am going to see V in Montgomery; I haven't seen him in like 2 weeks so that should be nice. Hopefully it will stop raining :(

Well I guess thats all. Have a great weekend!